Innocence.

Today has not been a good one. I feel all that life as an adult - responsibility - bills - sustenance - is crashing down upon me at an alarming rate. Regurgitating memories of selves of past. Twists and turns of fate that have brought me to this point. Longing for fulfilled dreams instead of empty promises. Sinking in my guts of so much disappointment. Feeling older than ever. Worn out. Beyond the reach of worthiness for anyone. I even made a treasury about it. How nice it would be to harness that feeling of childhood innocence again. When the world was wide open and endless. Nothing was impossible. Love was attainable. Adventures around the corner. Sparkles in my eyes instead of sorrow. For the first time in my life I am uncertain I can get through this alone. I'm broken.