Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Pure.
My world has been turned upside down in the past 48 hours. Since my last post, I have done nothing but lay in bed. My mind has been filled with so many revelations, that apparently my body hasn't been able to keep up. My path has been revealed. It's all so obvious that I guess I didn't see it right there in front of me. The wheels are in motion. Ducks are being placed in tidy rows. A lifestyle of modesty is what I have always yearned for, and that's what I shall have. My son comes first. My home comes first. My dog comes first. Myself comes first. That's it. Nothing more. Nothing less. Surrounding myself in a bath of light and love is where it's at. I'll find a way to make it work. This is it. This is all there is. This is all I need. And all I want. Pure, clean and uncluttered. Guilt-free. Drama-free. Simple. Yes.