Bullshit.

I am pretty fed up right now. Fed up with all of it. Fed up with people, and their manipulations and how they feel the need to follow each other around like mindless fucking cattle. Who believe that everything they read or hear is true... so long as it's what they want to read or hear. I am sick of trying to be something I'm not. Sick of doing everything in my power to hide my flaws. I'm sick of presenting myself in a way that is untrue. Of being nice when I am seething. Of covering 36 years worth of wrinkles and scars. Of putting so much importance on things that mean NOTHING. I do not want to sell things anymore. I want to play no part in the accumulation of useless garbage. Not in my own life, and not in the lives of others. There is a serious lack of substance in the world these days, and I just can't take it anymore. All the lies. All the BULLSHIT. The greed, oh, the greed... It has to end. There is more to this existence than putting on a front. I was born to do more than look "pretty" in order to gain your approval. My time would be better spent digging trenches for minimum wage than hocking trinkets which will collect dust and end up in a landfill someday. Filling the Earth with more and more BULLSHIT. Really, I am at my wit's end. I want no part of it anymore...