Now.

Lost is the best possible way I can describe how this past week has felt for me. All of everything rubbing against the grain in my little world - topsy turvy and upside down. I need to find a way to cling to something solid. An anchor. Something or someone to remind me that all is ok - just new and different. Not better (yet), not worse (maybe), but different. I have been struggling. I can't remember the last time that I felt this stressed and out of sorts. I feel like I am being pulled a million different directions. I need to breathe. I need to close my muddled eyes for a moment, then open them and somehow see with clarity. Pull up my boot straps and grow a set. No more moping and fretting, but rather, taking charge of my destiny and doing so with gusto. These are the things that I need. Not only with my new surroundings, but also with my personal life, my business and my body, but my overall attitude about this little life that I've carved out for myself as well. Everything always works out as its meant to, and these hardships bring something rewarding in the end. Right? Right. And sitting around here worrying about it gets me nowhere. Time to do something about it. Starting..... NOW.