For the first time in my oft tortured, heartbroken, painful life, the past truly doesn't matter. I just don't care anymore. About the people who hurt me, those relationships, those experiences. They truly don't matter to me at all. This life is right now. Fresh and new and full of whatever I would like it to be. With someone wonderful who was always meant to be here with me now. The past is gone, and I'm never looking back.