The truth of the matter is, I hate everything about my life right now. The truth is, I hate everything about myself right now. Truly. I hate where I'm living, I hate my car, I hate my body, I hate my attitude, I hate how I feel, I hate that I have become incredibly lazy, I hate that everything scares me, I hate that I have zero motivation to do anything at all. I have become everything that I despise in others, which only makes me hate everything about me even more. I am painfully aware of what I'm doing, but I can't seem to be able to break the cycle. I honestly have no idea how to snap out of it, and I only seem to be getting worse with each passing day. I don't know who this person is, but I do know it's not
me.
