I'm sure people look at me and see a stranger floating through life, irresponsible, fragmented, distracted, unfocused. Meandering from idea to idea without backing anything up and making it resolute. Judging me for not abiding by "The Rules." When one easily fits into society and has a tolerance for the mundane, perhaps it is difficult to relate to someone like me who is anything but tolerant or complacent.
The time has come to put an end to the daydreaming. An end to forcing myself to fit into a mold I have never, and will never fit into. It isn't who I am, and it never will be. I'm tired of making myself feel like a leper for not being able to live my life the same way everybody else does. This does not make me a bad person, it just makes me different, and that's ok.
So instead of waiting around for some sort of switch to be flipped that would enable me to somehow be someone other than who I am, I am going to quit pondering and start doing. I have known exactly what I want for as long as I can remember. The only reason I haven't done it is because I didn't think I could. Well, I can. It's all a matter of taking things very seriously, and putting my feet one in front of the other to make it happen. That time is NOW.
