Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Freedoom.
Right now I feel like everything is up in the air. I don't have anything keeping me grounded at all, and it's sort of freaking me out. My business is just not working for me. My house, which I've only lived in for 2 1/2 months, isn't working for me, either. My son has been doing bad things behind my back which has made me lose trust in him - the one person on this Earth I thought I knew best. My health is potentially at risk, too. My love life is, well... who knows right now? I guess you could say that I don't have any answers at all about anything. Any combination of the above would be bad enough, but all at once it's a lot to handle. While I cherish my independence, and the ability to change anytime I damn well please, this is just too much. I need some stability. I need someone to lean on. I need to know that I have a "home." Right now it seems like I don't have much of anything...